可不可以爱我 by 卢学叡

为什麽如此的安静

为什麽明明想靠近 却还在迟
努力的我保持镇定
努力开拓话题
最後却溃不成军


为什麽如此的美丽
深刻的烙在心里 最温柔的酷刑
每一天无法不想你
连闭上眼睛
怎麽都是你


你可不可以爱我
可不可以想我
虽然我对自己没有一点的把握
别害怕我难过
告诉我你真实的感受
至少忐忑已告一段落


你可不可以爱我
可不可以看我
反正看或不看我依然失魂落魄
成全不是美德
拒绝也不是一种罪过
你能给我
快乐还是寂寞


想念燃烧个不停
我快置身灰烬
你是我的呼吸

你可不可以爱我


*picture above non-related except for the gorgeous white Toyota Vios* saliva dripping.

Happy Independence Day, Malaysia!!

D-I-Y

If you google this short form and at the speed of light you will get result means do it yourself. Yesterday I went to Carefour after off from my working hours. I was planning to buy a wardrobe since last two months ago thanks god I'm able to get one today. Well the price dropped from Rm99 to Rm94. Saved up Rm5 = one plate of nasi goreng kampund add up 2 telur goreng mata kerbau. The waiter still return 10cent back to you somemore.

Haha.. I'm a good and smart consumer sometimes.


stocked up my weekly needs. sunkist orange juices in promotion, wang wang rice biscuit(my childhood favorite), mamee monster bbq flavour value pack, Twisties Lurve seaweed, Nicolet orange flavour( I realised I love sweet stuff recently) ridsect mat for anti mosquito.

My plan was cancelled due to the heavy raining this evening. Supposedly can make it to pasar malam sri rampai to bulk up myself. going to bulk up myself start from September. I wanna gain weight but not till like this.I spent few hours to built up my new wooden wardrobe. Isn't it too slow or whatever. Don't really like to D.I.Y but then I found that myself get satisfied at last when I could built up a wardrobe. I can put my clothes into it and now my room looks bigger and spacious. Well at least I got some space to do my workouts and push up... haha.

At last.........

I found so much rubbish after cleaned my whole room. No wonder my room isn't spacious like what I see now. Haha. I'm so hungry at this moment. What comes up in my mind? Bak kut teh with 2 big bowl of rice and then buy 2 drumstick and "tong sui" for digesting process.

I'm gonna go out for dinner now...... but.... it still raining outside there. gonna go for mamak down there again.

signing off from blogspot.com

sight?

I don't know where should I start from and where should I'm gonna end this post but definitely I will blog something craps out there. When I was a child back to 10 decades back, I always ask myself why did human born with 2 eyes but not one or more than two? I couldn't satisfy myself with so much thoughts in my mind hence I asked my mom. My mom just gave me a big smile and asked me go back to my school works.

I still remember how someone bad and naughty school mate hurts my left eyes and caused me admitted to hospital for one week and being absented from school for one more extra week. Damn fun and all these were past when I was 8 years old. Looking back to the past sometimes could even make you laugh yourself being so silly and somehow it could make you feel more miserable when something you don't wish to happened.

along these few weeks, I went through so much happy and sad moments. I began to laugh at myself how childish and selfish of me. I start to forgive myself and head to the next new day everyday. Adios.