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You Are Not Alone

Another day has gone
I'm still all alone
How could this be
You're not here with me
You never said goodbye
Someone tell me why
Did you have to go
And leave my world so cold

Everyday I sit and ask myself
How did love slip away
Something whispers in my ear and says
That you are not alone
For I am here with you
Though you're far away
I am here to stay

You are not alone
I am here with you
Though we're far apart
You're always in my heart
You are not alone

All alone
Why, oh

Just the other night
I thought I heard you cry
Asking me to come
And hold you in my arms
I can hear your prayers
Your burdens I will bear
But first I need your hand
So forever can begin

Everyday I sit and ask myself
How did love slip away
Then something whispers in my ear and says
That you are not alone
For I am here with you
Though you're far away
I am here to stay
For you are not alone
I am here with you
Though we're far apart
You're always in my heart
And you are not alone

Whisper three words and I'll come runnin'
And girl you know that I'll be there
I'll be there

You are not alone
I am here with you
Though you're far away
I am here to stay
You are not alone
I am here with you
Though we're far apart
You're always in my heart

You are not alone
For I am here with you
Though you're far away
I am here to stay
For you are not alone
For I am here with you
Though we're far apart
You're always in my heart

For you are not alone

Stalker

Being a stalker for past few months aren't a good thing in fact I think I should stop it at all. I actually not really know what I want for doing such things. Someone whom I did abandoned; leaving her with the bloody bleeding heart; walking through the street with lifeless mode. Once again I couldn't stop myself and I clicked her links and twitter again a moments ago. I knew I shouldn't do that.

Pheeewww... running away from the fact isn't an easy task thou. I wanna go for some food shopping tomorrow to get myself feel better. I love food shopping so much. (:

Reward

Anyone like reward? Cash or something you wanted and craved for a long time but you couldn't get it until now? Something can fulfill our lust and demand?

I still remember what my mom rewarded me for getting best result in exam when I was a child back to years ago. The first figure toy I get from my mom was a Red Power Ranger figure because I get good result in my kindergarten level. That was a perfect toy for me which made me became the luckiest child in the world. As soon as I proceeded to pre-school year 2, once again I get rewarded from my mom. I got all I wanted easily but when I start growing up, things not like what I had last time. My family doesn't stable anymore due to some circumstances. My parents fought with each other once a week and sometimes even twice or more than that everyday. Soon, there's no more reward from my mom even my dad. Nah.. he never reward me before.

But being pampered all the time doesn't good at all. We can't grow up if things continue like this. So far, I never count on my parents ever since I start my job last year and gave my mom monthly income. And I did make some saving and spend on unnecessary stuff. What do I mean by unnecessary stuff like rewarding myself. Working is tired and exhausted sometimes moreover when your body can resist anymore sore. For me, go for massage, shopping, buy something could make me happy, food shopping (I like it the most). All these could make me satisfied by working so hard all the time and get some lil bit rewarded from myself. I'm such a self lover.

undercover

pic above do related with the content of this post but not yet for the main post. Had a fabulous outing with friends today and went for a movie.

Hmmm something just hanging on over my mind when I was walking back from lrt station to my apartment. In my term, undercover means someone being asked/ordered by first party to sneak into others party side to reveal something for first party. However, being an undercover causes your life full of risks and dangerous.

I wonder everyone in this world being an undercover all the time or should I called them as backstabber? or even golden finger in cantonese term means backstabber. Well life really complicated everytime, I'd always get back-stabbed from everyone beside me even those one who close to me.

I'm so confusing right now.. backstabber? undercover? betrayer? which one is you?