Home Sweet Home

I'm back to my sweet and comfortable home yesterday. Everything were so new for me. The furniture been placed differently way from what I saw the day before I left my home. Currently the time is 1.23am right now. Amazed with the digits? Its true anyway, and there’s no reason for me to cheat on you.

I have been staying up so late facing the comp everyday since my sem1 exam over. I blog, forum-ing , gaming and online-chatting. Couldn’t do others than that, maybe my life is incomplete without a computer? nonono! should be my life is worthless without an internet connection. All I wanted just the internet connection . ==

But my house is connection-less which caused me lots of problems. Blogging is a must for me and also online chatting. Can’t really live without these two. You all might teasing and calling me nut. Don’t call me peanut.

Damn someone scratched my wrist just now when playing ball. I realized it when I taking my bath that time. Everytime also will get at least one scratch to two. Talking about this remind me my ex. Whenever I shown the scars on my body to her, she will start sighed and complaint about it. That’s make me feel better.

Its been really long time I never touch the basketball since I get a really deep impact happened in TARC. I get blocked and I get ashamed. Ex-Sabs Team Player? Known as top 5 can jump very high player? Probably I think so.

I am not cocky with this thing. Everyone have their own ability in everything so do I. But I really can figured out what’s my good thing on myself. Someone please reveal it for me. Sorry this time post is picture-less.

I went to my ex-secondary school, SABS and have some basketball game. I noticed that my skills were worse and even really-can’t-use-that-type nowadays. I bet a primary school student can play better than me as a college student who will get his very-pride-mature-age on this coming December. I should trained more or maybe just retired from it and play for fun. ==

WOaaahaa… Can’t believe there were 3 rats inside my house. Its not the computer’s input “mouse”. A real mouse. Yea, its real mouse and they sneaking there,sneaking here running here playing chase-each-other when I was in front of my computer doing my stuff. I tried catch one of them before but its too sneaky to get caught by me. I used a cane to make my rat-mission be more successfully but unfortunately failed cause my grandma and my two younger siblings have to share a same house with illegal creature. GOSH.

A short trip to the orchard

At the time 9.40am++, I was awakened by my mom through a call. Last night I listen to the songs in my phone till felt asleep. Sigh. Memories do come and haunted me again last night. Its not nightmare thou but the nostalgias with my ex. What a fooled person I am. I m really wanted to ask her one question right now.

Im stunned here…

I went to my grandpa’s house this morning. His house near to his own orchard, which planted with sort-lots-of Tropicana fruits.

Here’s the first picture I captured at there:



I never pluck them as the tree was extremely high and lazy to do so. Photos are more important. /gg



Nangka, anyone’s favourite? Im kind-of-love with it once before.




Want pluck them? I bet you wouldn’t do so. There were billions of mosquitoes around the area. If you could stand more than 5 minutes there, I’m really proud of that and thumb-up for that.



A rooster in the cage near to the jambu tree. It’s really hard to snap this photo. I’ve been bitten by the mosquitoes at there. At last you get PWNED. /gg



This was also pretty hard to snap its photo. The goose seem like knew that I’m snapping the picture of it and keep running away from me when I tried to step to the front slowly.



Yes, it’s a hen but you won’t be a lucky ass to see this. This hen was laying eggs that time.



Woa.. look at this. A labi labi. Aged more than 5 years according to my grandpa’s explanations . But still a wild creature that will bite finger.



Some tortoises in the tank.



I’m totally proud of this picture. This was the best among all picture I’ve taken. No edit and its original. Macro shot anyway.



A wanna-be-pro view picture from me.



My lovely mom, I love you, mom. <333



And I found this. A rat’s trap. I wonder it still working or not leh.



And I found this too, a Buddha Bibble aged more than few decade. With the spiderling’s web around it untouched by anyone for a long time ago, finally touched by me just now. Lol



At last, this is my grandpa. Smile lar grandpa. Holding a hen just caught by him a while ago. I am impressed with his chicken-catching skill. Haha.

Along the way I slept in the car until my home. I was too tired after walking around the wide orchard. Lots masterpiece left by the mosquitoes on my whole body.

Will be update once I’m free to do so.

Lets go Shakey's for Dinner

Currently I'm being in totally good mood because I will going back to my hometown due to my holiday for 1 week and 4 days. I felt sleepy too right now and might be going to laid my entire body on the pinky-cowy bedsheet of my bed. sissy!

I began love in photography nowadays but unfortunately I don't have a better camera for it. I wishes that I could own a Nikon D40. What the hell am I talking about? come on la, I'm taking Diploma in Accounting and not photography. =.=

And this kind of weird or common, look at it:

erm... Dont have any idea what is this, its grew outside at the window of my room.

The picture above taken yesterday. As I said, holiday reached and I get sick of it sometimes because of the boring-ness accompany me. lol

Just at the moment, we dine at Shakey's Pizza in the Jaya Jusco(wangsa maju branch).
Well, I do support the Pizza Hut more than Shakey's Pizza. You all know whats the reason? Haha, the food is absolutely nice,delicious,melted,rubbish,etc The pizza not nice at all compared to Pizza Hut or maybe I been eating at Pizza Hut almost the decade and haven't being trying others as well so my taste got abit different than others. Probably and I hope so lor.

My favorite mushroom soup with bread stick. Check it out~ At least this better than pizza. Look like "yao cha kuai" in English we called that "fried ghost" lolwtfbbq

Add on a lite-bites so called Mojos? Wtf... Its salty and contained with artificial ingredient which can cause cancer if we take it in large dose.

Stab, stab and kill the potato. RAWRRR... BlooDDDdd!!

At last Pulau Paradise at least it was better than Cheesy Chicken. F*Ck!!

Need some comment bout this picture. Oldies time...

And the last picture for today:

wtf is this AYAM DARA ?!!?!?!?!? means what? can eat or not? VIRGIN CHICKEN?!?!!??? a chicken never get poked or being humped before?? Maybe the meat more tangy and fleshy.. Might have a try on it after I back KL next two week later.

Pity to this man. He chosen wrong course. From this picture, I can tell that he's in love in drawing so much but what to do? Parents word the first for him as he's a filial son. /gg

Tomorrow Im going back to my lovely hometown. =.= Rest and relax come first after tomorrow might not blogging too much because my house network-connectionless.

Done with my luggage packing. Good bye Vista Wira. lol

Away for now...

The two girls that melt my heart at the most time

Nah, stop thinking about my lover or whatever coupling or dating stuff. Just some random post today about the two celebrities that caught in my mind right now and I'm gonna post something about them.

My two favourite celebrities were not exactly like other's favourite celebs. Mine is just a simple and ordinary girl. Guess so both of them quite young and another one is elder than me one year only but unfortunately she live in Korea.

Lets start with the first ever fabulous, and the only one I love:

Natalie Tong
CHINESE NAME : 唐詩詠 / Tong Sze Wing
ENGLISH NAME : Natalie Tong
ORIGINAL NAME : 唐思盈
NICKNAME : Japanese Girl
THREE MEASUREMENTS: 32A-23-33
BEST EXPERIENCE: Her first advertisement!

BIRTHDAY : 3rd of May 1981
STAR SIGN : Taurus
HEIGHT : 5"5' / 165 cm
WEIGHT : 98 lbs / 45kg

FAMILY MEMBERS : Dad / Mum / Brother
FRIENDS IN THE INDUSTRY : Ella Koon, Elaine Yiu, Charles Szeto and Charmaine Li.
HIGH SCHOOL : 循道中學

**There plenty more of her photos in my thumb drive. Let me tell out something, a funny quote I think. I go her photos gallery and save all her photos. Yeap, there were total up to 500 photos I saved at the moment. Its really worth that I did this, cuz whatever you people said, critic me... I <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 her.**

Okie, here's come the second one:

Lee Yeon-Hee



Actress/Model: Lee Yun-hee (Lee Yeon-hui)
DOB: 1988.02.26 (just elder than me few months only)
H: 169cm
W: 48kg
Blood Type: B

These are some Music Videos she was casted on:

Moon Hee-jun - Alone [1st & 2nd part]
Moon Hee-jun & Boa - Our Story
Kang Ta - Pine Tree, Thanks God, Love VS. Memories, Propose, Persona
Shin-hwa - Hero
FlytotheSky - Condition of My Heart, Poison Ivy (Seub Gwan)
TVXQ - My Little Princess, The Way U Are.

**Just ignore the guy beside her. The reason this picture been choosen by me because she look extremely cute or maybe the guy too *yong sui* dy made her looks more cute? The answer is she always so cute with her crying skill that would probably make you feel touched and cry too.

I am out from here right now. My face was oily now and I got to take a bath and go out for my dinner. Sayonara. Wo ai ni Natalie Tong~ and not forget too, Saranghaeyo Yeon-Hee~

I hate f*cking women with fur on their bodies

Nowadays human in the world are heartless, scumbag, c*bai, f*ucking retarded-mind, b*stardy attitude they have and beast-brained thinking. Knnia CCccccccb.

Phew~!!!

I need few minutes to calm down myself before start some sketch on this blog. I get this video from Betty and I watched it. Not funny, serious issue here, the Mother of Nature need to shown themself to save this full of sympathy animals.

Watch it yourself. Load it till finish before you leave my blog.



Damn the china's hunter with all the damner to them. Fucking heartless, beast, worse ever human-being I had ever met before. Can't believe that they even worse than me. I think their mom borned them out to do such illegal activities that harm animals like raccoon and fox inside the video. Shame to the chinese. Baka. Rather become Japanese or Korean much better.

The reccoon dog been fur-stripped alive by the heartless hunter. The animal still suffering without the fur on its body and struggling around before shinigami came and take their soul away. I can't believe what had happened and I strongly decided going to post it out.

I want the WWF-global environmental organization to take some justice and action beyond this activities. All the f*cking rich freaks women whom wearing fur on their bodies should be jailed for few years. Now you think that you look better with the raccoon fur? You know how many raccoon dogs, coyotes, bobcats, lynxes, opossums, nutria,and foxes needed to be killed in order to make out a complete fur clothes? Up to 10 raccoon at least needed. Don't you think you all are one of the murderer? Come on la, animal also got their mother, they need to live just like us. We live to enjoy, work, mating and die same like them. You can call me a freaks trying to defending the raccoon but I am not a raccoon. I seek for justice.

Holding the justice inspired from Kousuke Ueki from The Law of Ueki anime, whom seek for the justice for his friends and the love one and also to anyone that needed justice. I am not any wild animal ambassador neither taking wildlife course too.


ZOMFG I will having my exam 12 hours later. Time running short and I need more time to study. F*ck!! I don't want to resit for my exam. I failed my English exam already and I don't want for the second one. Or maybe not counted as failed. I didn't sit for the exam also. Lolx. But still counted as failed too. Zzz~

My Business Statistic notes are thick as the dictionary. I get fainted every time I..................................................................................

















glared* it... +.+



See? Told you as well. Damn TarC la. Why we must study none related material for our course.

Anyway I will start study later on after finish this entry.

I found out 10 benefits staying on the high place from the ground.

1.You can watch the sunrise and sunset easily.
2.You can watch the stars at the sky clearly.
3.You can get the fresh air every morning.
4.You can watch the lower ground houses and see what they're doing.(you may get lucky one if you saw any one having sex that time and you can snap some photos of it or maybe record the scene using your video recorder/handhphone)
5.You can sight the meteors/comet or even UFO(Unidentified Flying Object) flown over.
6.You can relax your mind shouting loudly and probably the security guard will pay you a visit and mumbled you for hours.
7. You can throw something down to the street to a passer-by when you're bored.
8. You can kiss with your lover under the starries sky.(== I wish I can)
9. You can see the exactly rounded moon on 15th day of the 8th month in Chinese Lunar calendar.
10. Lastly, you can do your work out outside at the balcony just what I did everyday.(Sometimes neighbours(lengnui) came out and hung or kept their clothes, if you're lucky she will come and chat with you.

Here's the prove:



My shotting skills dropped. Can't find the nice angle to shot dy. I will find the nice spot and PWNED it down. /gg

Recently I been a Dota-Freaks or you may called it Dota-Spree to me. Its not I am a pro in this well-known game. Apparently I get addicted to it. I fight AI only la. Haha.

When I get bored, I will start bullshitting with my friend, doing something that out of normal people's mind or even worser than that. And I did this, artwork huh:



People would start comments about me. Why he will do this? Why? This Hooi Woei Hoong ar, so childish and brainless, nothing else to do till a flies also want to snap? He's crazy. What are you doing, Hooi?

Haha. Ignored me. Just relax and enjoy my blog. Thx for viewing. Need some sleep now and got to study at 8am later on.

The Secret That Cannot be Told

This afternoon I watched Jay Chow newest movie called Secret...

at home... lame huh..

This movie damn freaking nice to watch leh. Contained romantic part, funny part, little bit scary and so on depends on everyone's thinking in their mind. To everyone out there, if you all haven't watch it, better go cinema watch as if it still been showing in the moment right now or go buy a pirated one or download lah easier~

The tears from me nearly drop down not because too sad or sympathy for Jay Chou as 叶湘伦 (Ye Xiang Lun) or Kwai Lun-mei as 路小雨 (Lu Xiao Yu). They loved each other a lots, Jay Chou even have hard headed to sacrificed his own life back to the past and meet up with Xiao Yu.

^Secrets^

“Follow the notes upon a journey

At first sight marks one's destiny

Once the voyage comes to an end

Return lies within hasty key”

I will having my next paper on this Tuesday, after that I will be free for a period. Will going out to meet someone there. ^^

This morning I slept at 8 am and woke up at 3 something in the afternoon. I play Dota until the time past slightly faster than I expected. Means, I din realise the time and keep on playing Dota. Can said I already obsessed with this game nowadays.

The view of 7 am from my apartment:



Don't critic me. I know the photo just an ordinary view. Nothing to do that time was going to bed and I quickly grabbed my camera and took it. It may look more better when you see by your own that time. My camera just only digital camera so the quality is worse ever. /gg

I will start do my revision for Business Statistic start from tomorrow. No msn, no phone, no online, no blog and no games allowed until the paper done. Perhaps so if I can stand for it. xD

And lets look at this:



He's not a human. Please alert of this. If you all saw the nick name of "Shoroi" or maybe "Puppeteer" do not try and played with him. He's a GodLike Dota player in selected list for upcoming WCG representing TBun Cyber Cafe. Unbelievable? Believe it!! (Training for the competition)

And I tried this weight+foods survey.. my post would be a bit long this time.. /gg

Junk-
[x] chips
[x] fast food
[ ] soda
[x] candy
[x] popcorn with butter
[ ] pretzels
[x] peanut butter
[ ] ranch
[x] chicken wings
[x] pizza
[x] burgers
[x] hot dogs
[ ] grilled cheese
so far: 9

Vegetables-
[ ] broccoli
[x] carrots
[ ] cauliflower
[x] green beans
[x] beans
[ ] onions
[x] tomatoes
[ ] pickles
[x] cucumber
[ ] zucchini
[ ] celery
[ ] capsicum
[x] peas
[x] potatoes
[ ] beets
[ ] spinach
[ ] lima beans
[ ] lettuce
[x] corn
so far: 17

Fruit-
[x] oranges
[ ] strawberries
[x] apples
[x] bananas
[ ] pineapple
[x] pears
[ ] peaches
[x] grapes
[x] plums
[x] grapefruit
[ ] clementines
[x] tangerines
[ ] raspberries
[ ] blueberries
[ ] limes
[ ] lemons
[x] mangoes
[x] cherries
[x] watermelon
[ ] cantaloupe
[x] honeydew
so far: 29

Meat-
[x] ham
[x] chicken
[x] lamb
[x] pork
[x] steak
[x] turkey
[ ] bologna
[ ] Fish
[x] deer
[ ] bird
[ ] salami
[x] pepperoni
[ ] alligator <---- wtf??
so far: 37

Dairy-
[x] milk
[ ] skim milk
[x] cheese
[x] yogurt
[ ] butter
so far: 40

Desserts-
[ ] brownies
[x] ice cream
[x] chocolate
[ ] sherbert
[ ] cake
[ ] cup cakes
[ ] cookies
[x] coffee
[ ] caramel
[ ] mousse
[ ] whipped cream
[ ] chocolate covered strawberries
[ ] pie
[ ] cream puffs
[x] jelly
[ ] chocolate covered pretzels
so far: 44

Wheat-
[x] bread
[ ] pasta
[ ] cereal
[ ] bagels
[x] doughnuts
[x] crackers
so far: 47

Now add up the number of Xs and
multiply by 2 to get the weight that
you should be.

Total: 47 x 2 = 94KG
I should be 94 KG. lolwtfbbq as if I got I would be more happier. F*CK

Boring+Crapness+Funny Movie(TGV)

A journal starts from here:

I just back from outside just now after watched a movie called Train of the Dead at TGV located inside KLCC. This movie was freaking boring.. totally lacking of boring, full or craps and junks, f*cking out of human being entertainment, not horror at all and yet funny the most especially a guy with sissy attitude named Ake behaving like a rotten queen as displayed at the subtitle. We can't understand Thai language and its definitely a Thai movie. We been cheated to watch this movie by the horror wallpaper poster of this movie. Boon totally not satisfy what he paid for it and in his mind he thought that its not worth to purchased a Rm7 movie ticket for a worse and worse ever movie he watched in his life. I think he will despise the director for made out this movie.

look horrible? Nah.. Just a display only, don't trust it.

I keep laughing inside the theater because some of this part of movie are funny. No matter what part, even though the ghost appear and kills people, I still laugh out loud inside there. Weird huh?!? People may thought that I'm crazy but...

I LOVE TO LAUGH OUT LOUD. LOL. LOL. LOL. LOl. LOL.

Before that, we can't decided which movie we want to watch. This two were suggested among all the movies available to be showing right there.




And I found one book that really caught my attention at Kinokuniya Bookstore before we went for a movie. It's called English for Journalist in red colour cover pf the book. Apparently, I like this book a lot and I began to love in journalism. Oh gosh, the price is kind of expensive, Rm94.50 with 180 pages I think so.

I wished that I could own this book as my birthday present incoming of my birthday. Maybe I will changed my course after I failed to continued my studies in Accounting. Just maybe.

And I saw this two PONDAN, SISSY HUMAN, AH GUA(in hokkien) walking at down there.
Things getting more complicated when I start wondering why this world got this such typed of human. Enough for the f*cking science theory that explained them as unbalanced hormone they have in their body. They should have consciousness about this issue as these will become eyesore to the public.

Owhh~ thats sweet and lovely couple in front of us. The hands of happiness and romance. I wish I could be like sw. /gg

Lastly for this post, I'm presenting one of the macho-est and the charming student from Diploma in Biology and Chemical in TARc, Mr.Lee Boon Hwee a.k.a Dota Most Did PWNED players of the month with average 100 kills per month.
The God look alike human been sent by Him for us to lead in /gg-ing heroes of DOTA. Any chicks want his cellphone numbers? /gg

Get PWNED back!!

This is full of unbelievable stuff and cases. Don't you think that what I am talking about? Still don't get it what I want to pass this message?

I FAILED MY ENGLISH LANGUAGE PAPER!!!

oh my god can't really believe that when I tell my classmates that I failed my English paper. ==

Actually I never sit for the exam. I thought it was held on today but it was not. I was stunned awhile when I check again for the exam schedule and the English Exam was held last Saturday, the day I suppose to be take the English Exam after the Hubungan Etnik Exam. Apparently I have to sit for the exam incoming 3 more months. Means RESIT. Yeah!!

All my friends was shocked through their expression on the faces looking at me and start snigger with the evil laughing. Lolx. The reason that I forget to sit for it....

WANGSA MAJU CYBER CAFE:
Game:
DOTA ALLSTAR 6.45 AI v.1.5
Counter Strike 1.3
Half Life
O2jam
Serious Sam

Yes, I went for playing computer games at a cyber cafe near to my home. This morning I gave a phone call to my mom and told her this stuff. She never scold me instead encouraged me to do well in my next exam which mean just now afternoon 2.00pm for my accounting paper. And also, I asked her how to cook the soup for "yee mee" noodles.

I FAILED TO DO SO. The soup tasteless just like drinking water. PLAIN. Arghhh... Not going to mention again. I love cooking, secondly hobby after playing basketball but I hate of the failure in cooked out the food. Anyone who want be the "white mice"? /gg

Today I just sat for the accounting paper. Its pretty tough to do out the accounts for each question. I never do a question in Section B which will cost me to deduct 25 marks from 100 marks. == my chance to get pass in this paper will decreasing greatly now. ==

AGAIN we went for cyber cafe again for some dota match. Played with the bots and players at there. Get PWNED the most. Anyone can teach me to play Dota? lolx

okay, time for some picture. Its not any living picture. Hmmm... Just some pictures that make me imagine of something and tell me what you all saw k?




Is it something like angel? ghost? Casper? Demon? Devil? Still can't saw the figure? Been confusing bout it or maybe just an imagination created by me after I see all the pictures of angel and ghost at a website.

One more thing, RULES for my blog:

DO NOT spam at my chat box
No COMMENTS from a STRANGER
NO FLAMING to me
DON'T go too FAR in criticising me
ONLY FRIENDS allowed here, STRANGERS=FUCK OFF!!

My first exam in college

Its nothing to be so proud of this topic. Today is my first exam in TARC. HUBUNGAN ETNIK as known as SEJARAH, HISTORY or whatever you can called it related with a subject that we need to learn to get know well each ethnic in Malaysia and what the FUCK. Why should we learn this stuff in college syllabus? I meant, come on.. This is college not the secondary school that required us to study every subjects in Bahasa Malaysia some more and need to take the History subject as compulsory subject.

I didn't studied finish. Time is limited and I demand one day should be at least 48 hours to spent.

I will spent 48 hours wisely with:

Sleeping 15 hours
Eating 4 hours
Gaming 5 hours
Online Chatting 5 hours
Surfing net 5 hours
Shitting 1 hour
Movies 6 hours at least
Snapping picture 1 hour
Kepoh-ing 2 hours
Dreaming 4 hours

Left 1 hour for study!!! And I used this one hour for my previous blog. No hope on me

Apparently the rules of examination in college is totally different from what we had before in our secondary school. No pencil case was allowed to bring in, no hand phone inside the exam hall(wtf his rule), have to queue for entering the hall. There were crowd with students outside the corridor of exam hall. I looked at my watch and it was 9.10a.m which mean I was late and most probably I won't have enough time for answering the questions. I sighed and *potong queue* then only I entered the hall.

Shocked with the rolled-eyes, there are many students sitting for the exam. Unbelievable the amount is up to 800+ students and you can imagine that the hall is extremely big. Can't said so it is a hall, it just a sport complex that fitted few badminton courts, a volley ball court and a basketball court with fiber glass board.

The seat almost no available at the time but I found one seat randomly. When I saw the seat number at the right side of the table, I was shocked again. Could it be so freaking coincidence? The seat number is same with my birth certificate number. I was snigger in my heart. Without wasting the precious time left, I start doing the questions until halfway my stomach start struggling and all I can do is bared it till the end. All the questions so freaking easy for me. Hope I get high marks for this subject and going to throw the stupid notes away after that. /ggness

Back to home while laying on bed and I took this:

cM is going to rape Boon Hwee now. Muaxx and muaxxx and muaxxxx Boon's face(full of saliva). Boon screamed and cried for help! cM keep /gg

With fully strength, Boon trying to push cM away but cM too strong as strong as Hercules.

At last:


cM had fulfill his satisfaction after raped Boon. So, Boon's virginity had been taken away by cM. cM placed his palm on Boon's chest and gently rub it. Lolx. The end.

p/s: cM actually forcing Boon to go down have lunch only. Was joking only what I typed above these things. I don't know why cM must do like this to Boon. Up to your thinking.

Too free and I did this

Tagged : a by [gen|e] in da bottle (oh, I became your victim)

RULES:

1. The tag victim has to come up with 8 different points about his/her perfect lover.
2. Have to mention the gender of his/her perfect lover.
3. Tag eight other victims to join this game and leave a comment on their blog.
4. If you are tagged the second time, there is NO need to do this again.
5. Lastly, and most importantly, HAVE FUN DOING IT.

My perfect lover:
1. 170 and above
2. A rich freaks
3. Love basketball
4. Fair skin type
5. Love me more than I did
6. Love Clorets Ocean Mint Tablets
7. Good in attitude and open minded
8. Stay with me whenever I need her
9. Able to speak at least 5 type of languages
10.NICE BODY FIGURE (36-26-34) /gg xDDD

I tag:
1.Xia Toong
2.Pao Suen
3.Nicole
4.Moon
5.Mei Yin
6.Li Chie
7.Genie
8.Sin Ying

EXAM EXAM EXAM EXAM EXAM EXAM EXAM EXAM EXAM EXAM EXAM EXAM EXAM EXAM at 9.00am later!!

Could these are some hints to something?

Recently I dreamed a strange dream which cause my heart feels uneasy for this few days. For two days repeatedly, this nightmare had been haunted me every night.

The nightmare starts here...

I just remembered that I always been in a house every night for the 2 nightmare that I had. Neither is my own house or a house that I went before. Honestly I never went to the house before. The house is a semi-bungalow house.

Everyone in my family were inside this nightmare. When the night approach, everyone were being so coward and start hiding them self in their room. I don't have any idea why they will become like this and till my sister told me there was a ghost in this house. It's a female ghost with long haired and she will haunt anyone if she found out who was wandering in the house at night.

Its really weird, how come I can't even go everywhere in my house although I knew this house is not mine but my family said it was(in the dream). I don't believe such thing thus give it a damn and walked down to the downstairs to switch on the television. As I knew that, that time I think I already finished my sem 1 final exam and back to my home for some rest after faced the city life for a long period.

When I land my ass on the comfortable sofa, in the half way watching my favourite show, something flew to the left behind me. I turned my head and I saw a ghost that similar to the ghost described by my sister just now. I shouted and ran for my life but nobody can heard my voice.

As fast as I could, I ran to my room and shut the door. Suddenly, there was some noisy sounds outside my room. I opened the door carefully and slowly not to alerted the ghost at outside to know actually what is happening right now. There are nothing outside there but I felt cold at the moments. My body was shivered. Its not because I felt cold, I was afraid. The ghost was behind me standing just like a stick and tapped my shoulders. What I could do at the moment is run again. This time I ran to every where in my house to find my sister and others but I can't found. Things getting weird right now, I am alone now. Story getting climax.

I ran out from my house to seek for help from any passer by. Gosh.. My little brother was standing in front of my house with a stranger. I told him what had happened and he kind like ignoring me. When I turned to the left side and right side, guess what I saw? I saw funeral. Yes, there were two family having funeral at the moment. I became more afraid. What I wanted right now is coming out from this nightmare. I screamed loudly for help. No one there and suddenly I fell down to a dark hole after that and knocked my head. It was painful and I was awake from the sleep this morning until I realised that my head get knocked the steel barrier of my double Decker bed. Oh thanks God angel Nah!! I don't trusted any religion. I am a free thinker but why in my nightmare I so fucking afraid of the fucking unknown ghost or whatever that suddenly popped out behind me and tapped my shoulder.

Apparently I been having this exactly same dream for two nights till I can even memorise the story line. Hope tonight I am not having this nightmare anymore. I am a bit lazy in blogging dy. Gaming now. Update tmr. Soon.

I asked a stupid question today

This coming Saturday is the Armageddon Day for me. Not any fire meteor hitting the earth or a monster going to be summoned in the middle of city or Mojo Jojo coming KL and destroy the KLCC.

It is actually my final exam coming. I didn't touched and single notes yet and still blogging at the midnight wandering around without any reason. Just back from cyber cafe few hours ago spent Rm10 something at the cyber cafe in around the corner of the exam.

What am I currently doing now:
Drinking a milo ice made by Boon
Half naked sitting infront of the lappie typing this thing
Sms-ing with someone(my class mate lar)
Surfing friendster
Posting something at LYN Forum
Digging nose wtf!

Exam is around the corner.
Never study.
Never do anything.
Never prepare anything.
Never.

Main post for today only photos more than words.

One of my pal who accompanied me everytime when I felt boring. He/She help me lots. Growing my muscles? Lol. It's a pressie from my dad's worker last time since I was in standard 4 or 5 like that. Quite long huh. Shortly say, 8 years with me already. I still will appreciate you.

This guy named MohanKumar Raju Tambi Siva Don't have any idea what's the name of this man. Guess who are him? He's the one of the worker at BRJ Restaurant as I mentioned about a mamak restaurant at the previous post. At first we decided to have our lunch at MRJ Restaurant not BRJ Restaurant, but when we passed by his restaurant, he dragged us into the restaurant and don't know why we go lay our ass on the f*cking chairs and ordered the foods.

Then we headed to a cyber cafe called Wangsa Maju Cyber Cafe and what I saw when my body was in the cyber cafe is this:
OMFG LOLWTFBBQ!!! Is a she-male. Lol. I was shocked and what made me shocked is at first I thought is a hot chick when I glared her that time but soon when I look carefully I can confirm he is 100% she-male, AH GUA. Then few moment later He peeped me and kind of shy that typed look straight way faced the monitor back without letting me know. WTF I hate this kind of sissy people and wanted to kick their ass right now that time. Felt like not in mood to make some mess so I ignored him. Got to reformat my camera after snapped the ah gua photo. Damn!!

I joined LYN Net 2 months ago and today I found this she-male posting a thread to sell her wardrobe clothes. He named the post as YiYi Celearance Wardrobe. WTF? And her profile gender put as female there. Without thinking too much, I post a replied to the post to revived his true identity. I wrote " Thread Starter, I saw you before at a cyber cafe. OMG you are an ah Gua. Why you put there as female?". Am I bad?

A random picture. Saw anything from this picture? Does anyone know how to read those chinese words at this picture? Can you tell me what's the meaning? I am a banana people so I don't know how to read chinese words.

Ignore this. This pair of couple snapped from the banner of a cyber cafe. Felt like wanted to snap and post out this picture. No idea what am I doing right now.

About my post title, just few hours ago I asked a question from her and get replied back from her which cause me become speechless. I was planning to have some chat with her and she replied me such answer made me became speechless. I wish I would never asked her just now. What happen to her actually? Did she really changed or the one who changed is me? Feel like punching the wall right now.

Did Xia Toong said what all is true? She really cruel to me and I don't know why. Questions keep dropping to my head and make me felt nervous to get it but I was too weak to get the answer. I am weak, weak and the weakest. I am weak.

I am going to express all my feeling through this blog. This blog was my second diary after my first diary under my pillow.

Last two night, I shed my tears on my bed hugging the pig that she gave me. When I closed my eyes, one sweet moments come and haunted visit me. I thought back the moments with her last time. I was in her room that time and she came toward me and hugged me tightly as tight as she could. She even said this "Don't leave me someday as I couldn't live without you even one second". Thanks God I still remember and this cause my tears drops.

And then I also thought back the way she bites me. I wished there were scars left at my arm there. I remember that she said she not willing to bite me till bleeding as I ask her to do so but she refused. She scare that I will get the pain and she love me. My tears started pouring more and more. I was stupid to thought of this thing again.

Still laying on my bed sneezing, my nose get stucked with the mucus as the result from crying, I hid myself under the bed not because of the coldness, but I don't want to think it anymore. By doing this I think I will get asleep more easily without thinking those stupid thing that didn't make any sense.

And yet this method doesn't work at all. I thought back again the moments with her at my secondary school. Venue at bus stop as known as perhimpunan. I thought back the moment she hang with me at the bus stop and don't know what reason she pull my school uniform and said she like to do so but I don't like it at all. So I just let her pull to let her happy. As long as she happy, I don't felt anything instead I felt more happiness be with her that time.

Arghhh!! I can't think it anymore. My wound haven't recovered back and I need to let it recover 100% but I was unable to do so. Please lar. I am out of idea to forgeting her. Someone please showed me some new way. Few more minutes then I felt asleep. Guess too tired already after some cried.

Just now I asked her where she kept the present that I gave her as her birthday present. She told me that she don't know where she put it already. Wow. That's made me shocked and I was speechless that time.

If you don't want to appreciate the present, PLEASE THROW IT AWAY K?? I KNEW IT'S A CHEAP PRESENT. I can't afford to buy you expensive thing so I bought you this. I KNEW ITS LAME.FINE!! If like this there won't be any present next time. I knew you can afford to get what you want. YOU MADE ME SPEECHLESS. I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO CHAT WITH YOU ANYMORE. I AM OUT FROM THAT.

I studied a little bit only just now. After 3-4th pages, I become like this:
ZzZzzz~

And I took this sunset view:
What you all think about? Please comment it.

Day Dua

Past

Everyone knows what's that? Simple Past Tense? Nah...

I still can't let it go my past. Still behaving like small kid and trapped in the past.

Woke up kinda late today at pukul 12 o'clock. When I woke up that time, my body was like lacking of energy to support me from standing up and move my legs. I forced my self to continued.

The weather is damn good. Most probably I will be going out for a movie ALONE!?! But after the clock ticked to the number of one, I was totally moody and not planning for a movie after on.

The weather turned like that:

Was sucks in drawing the photo. I wished they are really appear at the sky right now. So f*cking freaking childish-minded that I have. Lolx.

It's raining again just now. I lazy to go down mamak for my lunch so cooked myself again this time. Instant Noodles with Milo + Double Fried Eggs. Here's the pix:

Yes, it may look disgusting. Ignore the black soya sauce. I added it to flavoured up for more tasty. Want? It's really yummy. ^^ Sorry.. Only will make it for my love one.

Hmmmm... I spent my time the most by watching Stephen Chow's movie. I got 10+ Stephen Chow's movie in my pendrive right now. All I get it from copied and pasted from a cyber cafe that day. /gg will go again next time with Sheng Wei they all. /gg and I watched this Just now:

God of Cookery.
Still not boring with it. Loves this movie so much. This movie give the deepest memory for me. I also no idea why I like it so much last time still now. Stephen Chow rocks !!!